Jean's blog

randomly deeper

2012-01-11T13:36:00.004+08:00

i'm a expressive person, especially when i'm happy and angry/annoyed but sometimes i just keep things in. Usually people might think i dont talk much about what i feel as i usually the listener or talk about general topics.Basically I love to spill out everything what from my mind , is like a a voice(many of them) inside me try to jumps out and want to meet the world. But somehow tat little voice doesnt know the way out, because i am not good in speech.. seriously lol. so now matter how i try to tell others, people dont really get what i mean, at the end i dont feel "satisfied" and i feel so stupid. hahah.

There is times i am "fluent" in talking. That is when i am in a the mood, nothing holding back in. But usually i will ended up feeling guilty or being to "exposed" and worried did i offended anyone.

occasionally i blog about them but i am lazy and i took a very loooong time to write a post until i feel satisfied. (for example today, because i am free and the mood is there)

The best feeling is when i bump on to quotes or "Statement" or lyrics that hit me, and i will go "U SPEAKS FOR ME!" i will dance to joy (at least my upper half of the body is) i will jot them down, i had a collection previously, but they went bye bye (dont ask me, is a sad case T__T ) Anyway, i admire people who knows how to use and play around with words, not just bombastic or twisted words but simple words to describe something. somehow not straightforawd nor hidden around the bushes,, it just "click" to u.

forever 21

2011-11-26T16:07:00.003+08:00

its been awhile i grab my tablet and draw, for the sake of .. drawing, and nothing else, not assignment related or being force to draw..but only emotion, my mind, my soul.

but frankly i miss painting with real paints and brushes, but rite now, this is good enough.

a month more to go 2011 is coming to the end,

2011 is a one great year of my life, being 21 i realize a lot of things

about life, being myself and others.

every people have unique way of thinking, dont expect what others are thinking, or doing.

dont think about others base on what u know. because u are not them

if not pile of misunderstanding will end up front of u.

and might cause u lost a friend.

try to ask , be open heart,

because their reason and explanation might things u never think of.

and makes u know that person deeper.

just express yourself whenever u think is needed

dont keep it everything inside.

well.. that's a reminder for me, incase u are wondering.. hahaah

although i whine alot (cant avoid, that;s one part of my nature)..

but i'm soo grateful anything that happen, good and bad.

gez, i should really start to learnt not to whine tat much xD haha

never feel so good before.

2011-09-07T01:57:00.001+08:00

i felt defeated.
sorry i let u down.

mayb i should just in the corner
with my blanket.

dont ask

2011-08-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

to anyone who still visit my blog until this point..
i'm touched.. seriously.
mayb you should let me know who u are?

i'm sorry.
i'm just not being me

wait for me

2011-06-05T02:26:00.004+08:00

i will spend my whole month of July on you, my dear blog. blame me for not a good multithinker.. i wanted to focus on my assignment. which means my life is about nothing expect assignment. and i don want to talk about anything related to assignment to you.

cheers!

btw, i'm emotionless with a slight disappointed.

god knows why.

What color do you want your dinosaur to be?

2011-06-02T10:37:00.001+08:00

pastel rainbowwwwwwwwish.. haha!

Any nice question for me? :D

that day.

2011-05-27T19:49:00.003+08:00

sometimes i believe end of the world really do exist.. its not a one day thing . but is happening slowly; day by day.

dont believe? just grab any newspaper, see what most of the news are about.

mayb is just me..

talking to myself

2011-05-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

since i was in middle high, i felt someone is controling me sometimes. The internet line went down i have something important but i was loitering around the web instead, Then the line was back to normal when i really really need it (for assignments or any emergency stuffs i guess?) or is the time to rest and i've done what i suppose to do. lappie got sick for the 1st time ( almost 4 years old) UNTIl when i got a spare one to use.

sometimes there is things i dont what it to happen which is not under my control turns out is what i was actually hopping for.

Although everything went upside down, or i screw anything up, I might feel insecure, worthless, my mood sometimes down, things dont go what i wanted it to be;
things eventually went back in place..

u might think i made this up, or is just pure coinsidence
but i'm very grateful anything that happend to me.

so, to tat invincible someone.. thankyou!! xD
hahaha!

ok, i'm done mumbling :D

question 2, are you back home when you celebrate your 21st birthday?

2011-05-12T16:04:00.000+08:00

halieeee.. i know its you.. haha! i'm not sure though. because tat time might be my mid break

Any nice question for me? :D

How do you plan to celebrate your 21st Birthday?

2011-05-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

i have no idea.. seriously :/

Any nice question for me? :D

i'm carving for cake lol

2011-03-19T10:55:00.003+08:00

my personality:

i’m loud.
i’m obnoxious.
i’m sarcastic.
i’m cocky.
i cry easily.
i have a bad temper.
for the most part i don’t like people.
i’m easy to get along with.
i have more enemies than friends.
i’ve smoked.
i’ve smoked weed.
i drink coffee.
i clean my room daily.

my appearance:

i wear makeup.
i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
i wear contacts.
i wear glasses.
i have braces.
i change my hair colour often
i straighten my hair often
i have a piercing
i have small feet

relationships:

i’m in a relationship now.
i’m single.
i’m crushin’.
i’m in love.
i’m always scared of being hurt.
an ex has physically abused me at least once.
i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
i’ve been in love more than two times.
i believe in love at first sight.
i believe lust is more important than love.

friendships:

i have a best friend.
i have at least ten friends.
i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
i’ve beaten up a friend.
i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
i can trust at least five people with my life.

experiences:

i’ve been on a plane.
i’ve been on a train.
someone close to me has died.
i’ve taken a taxi.
i’ve taken a city bus.
i’ve taken a school bus.
i’ve gone bungee jumping.
i’ve made a speech.
i’ve been in some sort of club.
i’ve won an award.
i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
i’ve been in a physical fight

music:

i listen to r&b.
i listen to country.
i listen to pop.
i listen to techno.
i listen to rock.
i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
i hate the radio.
i download music.
i buy cd’s.

television:

i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
i watch soap operas daily.
i’m in love with days of our lives.
i’ve seen and liked the o.c.
i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
i’ve seen and like americas next top model.
i’ve seen and like popular.
i’ve seen and like 24.
i’ve seen and liked csi.
i’ve seen and like everwood.

family life:

i get along with both of my parents.
my biological parents are still together.
i have at least one brother.
i have at least one sister.
i have at least one step brother/sister.
i have at least one half brother/sister.
i’ve been kicked out of the house.
i’ve ran away from my home.
i’ve sworn at my parents.
i’ve made my parents cry.
i’ve lied to my parents.
i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.

hair:

i’ve been brown.
i’ve had streaks.
i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
i’ve been blonde.
i’ve had black.
i’ve been red.
i’ve been light brown.
i’ve been medium brown.
i’ve been blue/green.
i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
i use conditioner.
i’ve used silk therapy.
i’ve used hot oil treatments.
i’ve curled my hair.
i’ve straightened my hair.
i’ve ironed my hair.
i’ve braided my hair.

school:

i’ve yelled at a teacher.
i’ve been suspended.
i’ve had an in-school suspension.
i’ve been sent to the principals office.
i’ve walked out of class.
i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
i’ve cheated on a test.
i’ve failed a test.
i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
i’ve failed art.
i’ve failed p.e.
i’ve failed math.
i’ve failed science.
i’ve failed another class.
a teacher has called my parents.

What's your daily morning routine?

2011-03-02T15:01:00.001+08:00

wake up, stare at the ceiling wondering what i have to do for the day. :/

Any nice question for me? :D

Who do u love more?

2011-03-02T14:59:00.001+08:00

everyone who i care

Any nice question for me? :D

binatang paling comel?? lalala!~

2010-12-01T19:27:00.003+08:00

harimau xD aku serious ni!

Any nice question for me? :D

kanye west is handsome yamoh

2010-12-01T19:27:00.001+08:00

dajie,.i know its you -.-

Any nice question for me? :D

klw di bagi pilihan , mau hadiah hari jadi apa ? :)

2010-11-30T20:19:00.001+08:00

album taylor swift XD

Any nice question for me? :D

my son (detailed)

2010-11-26T08:16:00.002+08:00

well, this is my son, again. hahah.. if u are aware of my blog, i think u know he is not any ordinary sculpture, he is my beloved handosme son. i'm not bragging, most of the ppl who he meet call him handsome. so dont get me wrong. hahhah

this is the 1st sketch before i make him. actually i wanted to make his hair neat and tidy. but just like her mommy, his hair will never be tidy. (i tried T___T)

p/s: dont ask who is his daddy. who say he need a daddy??! hahahha

no wonderrrrrrr

2010-11-07T15:49:00.003+08:00

i cant wait for next week yo!!

assignemnt bye bye and hello freedom, bed!!

i cant wait to meet up my old pals!! huhuhu

btw, that isnt my image, i grab 'em hehe..

i once swear not the post no images besides one that i create..

but i love quote. it make sense alright. haha

at least it live up my blog :)

i tot i've learnt my lesson,

but why i always have excuses

to break my own rule?

is it i'm thinking too much?

or this is actually meant to be?

but logically, reality..its impossible..

so stupid thoughts.. go away!

i think its better for me to be an old lady and stay with 27 cats -___-

random

2010-11-06T14:56:00.007+08:00

my son. name? "My Son" happy?

isnt him handsome..LOL

something weird about me which i just realize;

- try to stop eating bread, but no doubt, i cant live without them

- cookies are soooo yesterday.. hahahh!!

- i will sit a table with tomato sauces bottle(bright red even better) or a full set of eating utensil (bright red even better) whenever i choose a table in restaurant or cafeteria.

- usually i use my feeling and instinct to buy stuffs rather than my brain (i will think a lot and end up regreting to buy or nt to buy)

- wheather i like it or not..i always end up with the 1st decision i made (its like making a BIG circle -.-)

-if not, i will make a very last min change. so if u cant stand, help me decide! nyhhaahah!

- i cant be alone and not talking to anyone for long, talking to the person inside me makes me even depressing -.-

that's what i can thought of..LOL

take me back

2010-11-02T02:56:00.008+08:00

take me back to the time i used to sleep at 8pm,

listen to dad reading bed time story.

Play with voice recorder and made our own story.

Cry and got panic when i cant sleep and roll on the bed after 10.

omg, we used to be that adorable..LOL.

p/s:stole this from my sister blog,

u know i love you and i know u love me too xD

no update.. sorry!

2010-10-31T02:15:00.003+08:00

sorry for no updates.. dating with my assignments.. wondering why tooks me soo long to finish them.. huhuhuh..

anyway, this is one of my assignment.

enjoy!

well, cut outs are the best thing i could ever do..lol

What type of songs do you like?

2010-10-25T12:55:00.001+08:00

any song with pleasant melody with great lyrics for sure :D

Any nice question for me? :D

guess who am i?who am i?who am i? mayb u can guess correctly mayb cant.. guess guess guess!! hahah~

2010-10-25T12:54:00.003+08:00

jamyeee or jiaming sayang? heheheh!!

Any nice question for me? :D

i really wan a marimo :(

2010-10-25T12:54:00.001+08:00

dajie..... i know its uu.. again.

Any nice question for me? :D

gv me a marimo

2010-09-22T00:44:00.001+08:00

dajieeeee.. i know its you :P

Any nice question for me? :D

=(

2010-09-19T01:26:00.001+08:00

:((

Any nice question for me? :D

God knows

2010-09-15T11:27:00.004+08:00

it speaks everything about me alright.

Although my wish dont always come true (well, most of the time..lol) . I still stare at the stars and believe things might be worst if i dont even wish at all.

although its our life, but sometimes life is not just about ourselves.

i'm young..lol

2010-09-13T12:54:00.004+08:00

"Happy birthday girl,

you are already 20 years young"

omg my dad.. his sense of humor in sms is improving..lol!!

Although i dont feel old, but compared those young days, which i really hope my big day is special, Spcially about me. Get bday cake, tons of Warm wishes especially from those who near to my heart. Blow out bday Candles is a big must! Get presents unexpectedly.. and those yadie yada which makes a ultimate dream wonderful bday.. i'm a fairy tale kinda person.. in case u are wondering.. hahah!

bUT as time goes by, all my birthday dreams just fades.. Not being as excited as those days. bascaiily i look forward to festive season more..LOL especially christmas (athought i dont celebrate them..lol)

so ya, i didnt expect much for my bday, so it turns out kinda better than i expected. Get tons of wishes.. i know its just from facebook and facebook have reminder. but frankly i just expect like less than 20 greeting..haha .. at least this make me feel like a celebrality for a day..LOL

my day is kinda normal.. except goin to a fine japese restaurtant, those traditioanl jap atnmostphere makes me hyper.. haha.. and i tried the best bbq-smoke salmon!! those half cooked salmon taste like heaven. hahahha!! stuck on the phones with my luv ones and a birthday song from my SAYAAANGGGGGGG!! :D

that;sall the best gift for my bday.. all are kept in my little heart xD

dont know if u guys noticed, the moon is winking or i mean one star on top of the crescent moon at 11/9 night (my bday eve)

i know my 20 gonna be special :)

(if isnt.. but i will still make sure its special..LOL!!)

seems some of my vvvvvvip 4got loooooo.. (or mayb dunno? :/)
i dont think u know who u are.. :(((

i know i will :)

2010-09-12T18:10:00.001+08:00

bump to tis at somewhere.. and i like it..
i know my life is too short to be wasted..

no1 in particular

2010-09-09T17:06:00.005+08:00

if you think you are great and perfect. flawless? think again.

then there is one word to describe ya,

"ARROGANT"

wait, is that a flaw? guess you aren't that perfect after all.

oppssie :)

10 people

2010-08-29T20:09:00.001+08:00

TEN THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW

1. Thank you for making me the luckiest girl on the earth, You always give the best your girls but i dont think i give the best to you. Sorry for letting you down sometimes especially when i was still a , or show my temper and you still try to cheer me up patiently. Being supportive on my decisions whether is good or bad.. i know i'm not a good daughter, But at least i made u proud at least once, which makes feel i've accomplish something big in my life :)

2. Although you nag alot, but i know u love your jakuns and we love you too!! you have the best jokes and a strong though mama inside out. We respect and admire u much love

3. Dear you, although sometimes u get my nerves and we somehow "quarrel" but i know this is the way we communicate and makes us got closer. Nomatter how annoy you are, but your caring side are unbeatable. you always been a big sister to me :)

4. Dear you, although it just few years i known you, but somehow we like able to read each other mind which makes me like known you for my whole life. Although we seldom contact each other, i might not be that significant in your life anymore. but you always be my greatest sayang ;)

5 Dear you, be and think positive, and things will fall into place. u are always beautiful, trust me ;)

6. Dear you, thank you for making me realize positive things in everything.Although sometimes you're mood is down but u always shine and never fails to cheer everyone up, esp our kakis. Your hair-scrubbing annoys me sometimes but somehow i feel warm and good inside :D

7. Dear you, i cant deny you play a great impact of my life . Ruining them or making them interesting, do things that i unexpected to do. but as days goes, thought i know you well, but all i've realise you are just like a mirror, reflecting to one's what they wanna see and makes me actually believe there is someone actually understands me and making me feel special. and its nice for awhile infact was more than 3 years . say me blunt, just realise you're actually do the same to everyone else. Worst thing is i'm nothing but a cat starching pole. As a friend this used to hurt me.. A.L.O.T . Deny it if you want to . because i able to get over it and move on . i'm grateful we still contact each other one word or two :)

8. Dear you, you always say you're unwanted, and used to tell me be careful, and i deserve much better guy which I think its odd but i didn't care much, as i took it as a joke,but surprisingly you always stuck in my head lately. but i choose to remain silent as i'm not sure about myself , moreover i bet u have someone else.

9. Dear you, you , you , you, you you and you!!!miss you guys knocking at the door and intrudes each other room although we are busy with our assignments and shout HI and BYE at the walkway. hang out together, talk and laugh. thanks for making my hostel life soo memorable. my best hostel life ever :)

10. SCREW YOU!! . i know u're great.. but dont think you are hell of grand..many ppl are way better than you do.

and Dear you, you , you , you , you ,you , you , you you , you , you you , you , you you , you , you and you..i miss youuuu..i miss tuitions and i miss high school years :(

p/s:

Mind are stuck with assignment stuffs. brainstorming for good ideas are killing me. So pardon me for being a ninja and disappear time to time and unable to update frequently.. . Post this just to let you know my blog still alive. Who knows i might ninja again.. haha!

lion roars!

2010-08-19T00:37:00.004+08:00

This is my typography tutorial class exercise.. tracing lesson.. haha! i dont mind learn AI all over again .. because i just love this software .. like how i love my chocolate milk.

Although i'm not a beginner (nor an expert) but i did learnt something about AI which i didnt even know about which didnt being thought previously.

btw, about the picture, just play around the shapes with the pathfinder tools and the transparency tool, and of course the drop shadow from the stylized tool, in case you are just wondering. haha.

pardon for the mumble jumble.. maybe i was highly over dosed with milo drink with extra cocoa..

oh ya, the lion design wasnt mine, but the background was :D hahah!

its nice to be a noob sometimes.. hahah!

i just realised i miss someone

who no one expect i will actually miss..

terribly..

yea.. its you.. dont deny.. is really you.

-a little confession of mine-

My Weekend

2010-08-15T15:55:00.004+08:00

Did not go anywhere because i have so much to do and my head still floating. Nose is stuffing, legs are freezing, throat is aching. Make me feel so bad of myself for being so unproductive for this weekend and drink 6 mug of milo perday to keep me warm..satisfied.. and happy..lol. Watch tv and youtube not because i'm free but for the sake of inspiration, or maybe that is one of my excuse for escaping assignments

speaking of which, thinking idea or brainstorming is the hardest process when starting an assignments. have to think something SPECIAL, UNIQUE, IMPRESSIVE can be very tiring. But when we think our idea was a big wooh la-la, doesn't means the lecturer will have the same wooh la-la in their mind, which drag me into the drain.

so long , fur ball

2010-08-14T06:49:00.006+08:00

she left my dad and never come back.

In case you're wondering which cat, or u might forget. This is the little fur ball i'm talking about.

The little fur ball, who purr and meow, turn up n down just to get one's attention (esp human with food..haha!) leave after her few weeks' stay. It was more than a month ago. My dad think might be the night guard who give her a new home. I think its kinda make sense as the poor lonely guard patrol all alone at nite, or mayb little meow had find a new home for herself where she can find better left overs than my dad could ever offer?

I post any stuffs regardless when they happen and i dont feel "out-dated". Just depends whether i have the mood to talk about it or not..that's my style i guess :P

purr me, if we ever meet again :)

comes and go,

left are photos.

sink

2010-08-10T07:00:00.002+08:00

sinking and dreaming, in my hair

if u did actually realise, i love to draw character with thier eye closed its beacause i'm lazy to draw the eyes.. nah , that's isnt really the reason. haha .

Anyway, millions of amazing ideas and dream played in our head,

but when we open our eyes, reality struck ins and kill most the dreams we dream.

Is not reality or what so ever standing in our way,

but we ourself standing in our own way.

closing my eyes is like keeping my hopes and dreams

protect'em and seal them tightly

because i'm still learning to get out from my way.

i'm a big bulky stone, i know.

being frank

2010-08-07T11:09:00.003+08:00

i'm superduper insecure,

about uni,

about assignments,

as a human being,

about almost everything

dont ask me what's goin on because i just dont know where to begin with.

i was sooooooo insecure until there is no picture or what so ever images for tis post.

drink 2 cups of choc milk in every meal,

buy mc flurry or mc sundae when stop by in any mc restaurant.

craving for ice blended, esp mocha or mint.

this is sad.. i know.

guess i have to hold on.

i will be fine

bla

2010-08-02T15:42:00.001+08:00

pardon me, my little brain have limited storage,

leave me no room for scratches and sores that ache.

there are countless of nice wonderful memories to treasure :)

Just read a post from my sister (aka Jakun no.3) 's blog and i couldn't agree more. The girl seems have moved on, or she seems "ok" or "all right". after just being dumped from relationship she is really serious into, but actually she is deeply wounded inside which makes like impossible to heal.

you might think why girls love to act.. its easy,

we are not soft,

we have our own dignity ,

in another words for guys.. its ego.

we dont fall in love easily,

but once we fall,

we fall hard.

p/s: i've never been into a relationship before,

so dont get me wrong..

nyahahahhahha

new place

2010-08-01T10:55:00.001+08:00

After attending my convocation at TARC, we started to get busy for my new hostel thingy, (check-in, shift some stuffs of mine to my new "home". Booked a single room intially, but due to some problemo..they forgot to reserve a room for me.. and now single room was fully booked. so i have to stay in a twin room. I will be staying a house with china girls ( one korean girl moved out) and share with a girl from China.. i didnt see this coming as i was mentally prepared for a single room.. i was about to faint or scream (as if i possibly could..haha)

i was soooo down, worries and "what-ifs" keep hitting my head. Dad just pat me and say everything will be just fine. if things didnt turn out well.. go CHANGE ANOTHER ROOM -_-"

When i start staying here, you coudnt imagine how down i was. Mayb i was home sick and "TARC hostel sick".. i think my emo-ness was soo obvious until it really shows in my face or like holding a sign saying "I'M SAD.. I WANNA GO HOME" .. my parents and relatives phone me few times daily just to make sure whether i'm ok and whether get used to the new environment.

My side of the room.

Currently staying with 5 china girls and i'm the only local.Ppl i see around the condo are foreigners around the world, which makes me think i'm a foreigners myself(there is one pakistan girl staying the same block with me offers me help if i need any..weird, i know)

Now i can swim or hit to the gym whenever i want and watch tele (no astro) or standing at the balcony looking the stars or just being busy body, watching ppl walking at he poolside when my broadband was down.. chit chatting with my housemate and hope to polished my "oh so good mandrin" one day .. guess living here isnt that bad :/

My roomate's side of the room.. quite a nice girl, we get along just fine. she is 2 years my junior. did i meantion she LOVES TAYLOR SWIFT songs too!!!!!!She switch off the air cond every morning because she knows i'm shivering :)

My housemates

Solved my cable-tangle problem.. my idea..yay me!! :D

I was quite grateful and lucky, blessed with clean friendly housemates. I fit in quite fast, although sometimes i dont really understand what they are talking about.

Stuffs on my bed :D

Dajie..is this familiar to you? :P

I consider myself lucky, as i have a very very very clean toilet, kitchen to use (thanks to my housemate, who will knock at one's door and nag if either one of us dont keep the place clean) , but she is a quite friendly person though :)

Today was my 1st week anniversary staying here, and i SURVIVE. Dad was right, everything did goes a-o-kay.

Things didnt really go what i've expected, but it is better than what i've expected.

the problem i have now is.. MY BROADBAND IS A SNAIL (speed light during the dawn).. i was born to face broadband problem.. yeah -_-v

i'm back

2010-07-30T04:49:00.003+08:00

my very first wacom painting *pat myself on the back*

thank you daddy for the graduation present!

Life doesnt always go my way,

but i'm happy things eventually turn out to be.

life isnt that bad at all :)

*hug hug hug to jeimi*

Puppies.. (fin)

2010-07-16T22:12:00.005+08:00

This post is goin to be about my puppies.. again! haha.. if you're bored of my puppies already, dont be, because i'm afraid this might be my last post about them.

Since this is gonna be the last post about the puppies, so i'm gonna introduce them one by one to you. Instead of using photographs, i illustrates them because i always think this way is much more easier.

Unlike kittens, they will sit still when they are full, but puppies moves around all the time except sleeping and eating. So have to put more effort to snap their photos, but i'm lazy and i dont want to be nagged by my Cute little sister(ahem) for stealing her puppy photos again..

so yea.. no photos. haha!

*note : Puppies mummy called Sandal :D

this is the "boys" group. Lucky is the eldest, he is one lucky pup, survival! he almost gone to heaven luckily he manage to be alive, until today! Mom always say he looks like a stray dog though -.-

Teddy bear is my personal favorite puppy.. he is fluffy like a teddy bear. Sandal's bro Jr 's body is so solid and his big paws, like a body builder, looks exactly like his uncle, haha!

These are the princesses,The roughest one would be Thunder, she chew and bite everything lay her eyes on(even her siblings -.-) but luckily most of our shoes are rubber, so not much damage done..haha!

But Crybaby was a total different story.. She is a depress little pup, total cry baby!! she cries every time, she cry in her sleep, when she eat. Even when we carry her. until now we are wondering why, perhaps she's just cant wait for her future home

Happy Junior have a Amazing eyes that shine and fur and feminine, which inherited from her grandma. she have this classic look of a rottweiler, gentle one which everyone adore and her black puppy eyes are shiny as a gem which makes us go *aww!!*

puppy eyes is very powerful indeed, especially when pleading or hoping for somethig..haha

Last but not least is Sandal Junior, she is our cute sweet heart!! If she is a human, she might be the cheerful little girl with cute flora dresses. haha! She looks exactly like her mom when she was a pup!! Gentle and soft.. She is our princess.. She is soo gentle, so its no surprise she never win a fight before with her siblings.

Well that's all about the puppies.. i know some of the names are odd.. but that's their temporirly name, how we differentiate them..we cant call "puppy" to all the puppies all the way right?

its like calling "people" to every people we acknowledge :x (hi people!!! :D)

anyway we still yell "puppy!!" if either or them in any emergency or they just being caught in trouble.

gonna miss each and everyone of you little trouble makers x)

:D

2010-07-15T20:03:00.005+08:00

meow meow is eating. hahaha...

my mom always says i care more about the new born puppies than my neighbor's new born baby. Well i dont know why, but i cant deny :P

...

2010-07-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

we might wonder why

things always have to ended up being soo ugly as its so beautiful before.

instead holding in and blame others for the ugliness that caused,

shouldn't we take it as a turning point?

move forward, let past roll off your shoulder

who knows something better comes along.

kitten

2010-07-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

This is meow moew(dont blame me kitty!! my dad named her!) She is a stray kitten stay at dad's estate house, my dad dont know where she come from. She is a very "special" cat.. she is the only cat i know who will attach to anyone, purr and walk around your legs as if we know each other very very very well. So basically you dont have to put much effort to carry or cuddle her.. just bring a drumstick will do :D

Its hard to take her picture when she is hungry because she wont sit still and purr around your leg.So obviously in the picture, she is comfortably with a full tummy.

As dad is not a cat lover,he plan not to keep her.. but he will still let her be around the house. At least dad got someone welcome he from work and at least someone enjoyed my dad's left over :P

p/s :

dajie ah.. no jungle cat laaa -.-

...

2010-07-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

my head up in the clouds
Sparks are flying like butterflies and I'm flying high
when I close my eyes,

you play like a movie in my mind
And I wanna rewind,

over and over a thousand times

- day dreams

my hair

2010-07-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

Since little, my hair was never over the shoulder. I keep begging mom for keeping my hair long as most of my friends have beautiful braided hair or piggy tail to school, its like a dream to me. At the age 8, i finally get my mom agreed for not cutting my hair. Its was a dream come true or a chance of life time. but in one condition, i have to manage my own hair.. hahah!!

Llike other girls, cut or even trim my hair is a very very very big thing. i whine for months after visiting the saloon and swear not to have my hair cut again. But one fine day i was asked whether i wanna trim my hair, without consideration, i nodded my head and said i wanna cut shorter, my hair almost over the waist then. even the hairdresser have to ask me twice to confirm my decision -.-""

Is not that i was heart broken or break up with my boyfriend (wait till i have one -.-") Basically i have no particular reason for cutting my hair. Mayb i just dont have the effort to manage my hair.

okay.. it wasnt that bad. i wasn't that sad, i'm happy, plan to cut my hair again..nyahaha.. but anyway, i probably cry like hell if my hair didnt turns out well..hahahhahha!

i'm glad i cut my hair, i didn't felt that satisfied after cutting my hair before, not to mention the longest hair cut ever. honestly i was shivering through the whole progress.

The girl in my blog still remains with her two piggy tail anyway. how the girl to be the girl without her piggy tail?? is like the car without the wheels, or the bottle without its cap! that's a disaster!! besides i always draw myself with piggy tails since forever.. hahah!

move

2010-07-09T22:48:00.005+08:00

i draw this few months ago, when i just complete my final assignments, when i was going to graduate, when i was still in my hostel.. and yes, its incomplete, its half done. like i usually do with most of my doodles.

Stayed back in KL for 1 week to company my roommate for her final diploma examination when i drew this, Nothing much about this drawing, nothing is in my mind except my room mate and my close friends in college.

you might think i should stay as my heart was totally here.

but i have my own dream to catch.

sometimes i still cant accept the fact i was being replaced.

i cant accept the fact that i will be there instead of here.

i cant accept the fact that i have to start things all over again.

i cant accept the fact that i have to let go and move on.

maybe reality is not as emotional as shown, but you dont know how much this really means to me.

take two

2010-07-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

"mouth away the cute face!!"

look at the puppy's "being-disgusted-yet-pitty" look .hahah!!

but the puppy loves me ;P

now u can see who is the adoreable one.. nyahahhhahahah!!

and not to forget our big sausage.

the big baby..hahah!!

surprisingly Yogurt get along the puppy very very well lately.. when i mean very very well, its really very very very well. Yogurt did not attack the puppies when all the puppies go around her and as if she was their mama.Even Sandal(the real mama) isnt a good mama than Yogurt is! What shocks us was Yogurt produce her own milk but she isnt pregnant nor pregnant before!!

vet, dog expert ,or anyone.. any explanation? :/

tag! u it!

2010-07-05T01:17:00.003+08:00

TEN things about yourself:

colours i like are earthy, brown..something soft. but doesn't mean i dont like rainbow :D
i always thought i will actually go to the moon since i was little.. one day.. one fine day.
I dont go out often, normally i live in my head.
normally i dont eat suppers .. because i most probally get very energetic and cant sleep later at night.
when i'm eating Japanese food, esp sasimi. i got sooo excited and felt i'm the happiest girl on earth
instead of having sweeet tooth, i'm having a sour-tooth. (ppl always think my acidic level are higher than average -_-)
i get happy, sad, excited, moody sometimes annoyed, very very very easily.. even tiny weeny stuffs. (uggh..)
i love being sweaty
i am little bit of everything.
my name is not ei or ui (so dont call me "eh" or "ui" , mind you c: )
i'm afraid of ppl yelling, screaming and foul languages (although is not yell at me)

SEVEN ways to win your heart:

small little things..
really understands what i'm trying to say.
able to answer all my stupid questions.
be able to hold a conversation with me
being cuddled.
appreciate what i do? hahahhahhahahahha
not showing temper? lol!!

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

what i wanna do later.
Songs with beautiful Lyrics especially Taylor Swift's
wondering about almost everything
ppl i missssssss :(
random stuffs
what's for snack? xD
how are you?

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:

fill up my bottle
brush my teeth, wash my face..look at the mirror, telling myself good night.
listen to songs.. esp Taylor Swift's :)
counting sheep all the way to dreamland

FOUR things you see right now:

camera
lappie brush
little portable modem
cablesssssssss (ahhhhhh)

Five songs that you listen to often:

I go - OST talentime night
Untouchable -Taylor Swift
Your ex-lover is dead - Stars
Super Star- Taylor Swift
The tip of the iceberg - Owl City

TWO things you want to do before you die:

Go to France and vist Lourvre Museum, Eiffel tower..yadie yada. and eat lots of cheeeeeese!!!!!
be at a real palace at least once.

ONE confession:

i'm not bulletproof

stairway to heaven

2010-07-02T17:13:00.002+08:00

this is the death march memorial park in kundasang, sabah.

the world is white and bright,

The sun kiss goodbye,

stars spills over the dark blue sky.

soft music plays,

fluffy clouds dances

beauty in the air,

happiness is in my heart.

words are unnecessary,

enjoy the silence

little glimpse of heaven;

little taste of heaven.

:)

2010-07-01T21:12:00.001+08:00

like you always shine on me

and make my life brighter

thank you

you know who you are :)

Puppies love

2010-06-30T23:32:00.006+08:00

before i wanna start , i wanna warn my dear dajie

the following post contains cute and adoreable pictures may not related to cute kitties.

and they are not alien!!

okay back to business, as so you know puppies are almost 1 month old! they open their eyes and move around wibbly wobbly in their tiny legs but they still cry like a baby..nevertheless.. they are still cute!! hahaha.. all the puppies are fully booked, and we keep one. which means they will be seperated and leave us one day :(

incase you are new or know nothing about those angles (how could you?!).. feel free to click here!

aww! arent they lovey dovey!! i know i know, when mom see this , she will say we siblings should learn from them.. love each other.. care for each other.. yea yea yea.

Those puppies makes our day.. everyday. Everyone is happy , even my mom who is not really an animal lover, she will laugh and smile whenever she saw the puppies, they melt my mom's heart on the spot, with their yawn and their body stretching. The power of the puppies indeed.

but not everyone is happy,

Dear yogurt put her long face and sulking like a baby ,whenever all the attention draws to the puppies.. time flies, she can be such a sousage from a small little pup, cheer up, you know we still love you x)

we call this expression "the nostril of total rejection" ..which when someone is feeling rejected or down and the nostril get wider

(if the nostril expands and conrtact, even better!)

its just something between us, the jakuns aka siblings

p/s: my beloved sister snap all the photos above..

thank you for letting me steal your photos..

wanna me give you a kiss?

puma fan x)

2010-06-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

mayb that's the reason why i love Puma

Daddy, lets go sport Shops.

we got some serious shopping to do! xD

nothing much

2010-06-28T15:02:00.004+08:00

i like to string words together,

often for no other reason

just because they rhymed,

and they sound pretty nice

hi kaylee :D

2010-06-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

Since after being busy in college, thanks to the wacky line connection i'm having in hostel, addicted to facebook (pet society to be exact..haha), i'm not a "crazy chatter" as before. makes me seldom log in my msn messenger. Sometimes i even forgot the existance of it.

so no suprise friends who knows me well normally will drop me msg in petsociety or facebook, whether its an emergency or a "hi" msg

So now, just being graduated 2 months ago, now at home.. and yea i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..(for the time being) which makes me hop and reappear myself in msn more often, now and then.

well.. mayb not everyday..screw streamyx!! :((

I'm so shock when i received lot and loads of contact request, thought i was famous or something, feeling quite "bangga" and wondering how they got my email address. BUt luckily, i'm not dumb enough for accept each and everyone of the email as most of the emails are quite similar.

so i accecpt one or two request lo..

before i thought of doing anything, a simple "hi" popped up from a girl name sherlly.

so i reply her a "hi' with a smiley.. hahahh!!

She said she is kaylee and ask me how was i doing, as if she was my best buddy -.-

and after few replies and so, she said she was feeling sexy (omigod -,-) and she wanted to open her webcam, she gave me a link so we could have "fun" there..

I know,

1 word.. "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW"

when i imitate as a spammer.

Courtesy of my sister for screen shot and edited it..

after i closed the msg box from that weirdo or spammer, or the sexy robot girl or a farm chicken.. whoever she is, another "hi" and another url link from a person named roselle who referred herself as kaylee.. again -.-

this time, i'm no missy nice gal!! I give her a big "F" word. ~~i seldom use f words in my life..haha~~ and told her i'm not interested because she is not sexy enough. She told me to mind of my words. oookay,spammer are not stupid u know. hahah!

Chatting with kaylee is my great past time ever esp when i have nothing to do, mock at her or answer her question in stupid ways .. not being to mean or overboard, i'm just being nice and friendly in and evil way *muahahaha*, btw, i usually "request" her dance the chicken dance whenever she is feeling naked. sometimes i even ask my sister to join the conversation. instead "joining the talk" , kaylee will always pop out another new window as if she is trying to talk to me individually.

aww.. isnt that sweet?

NOT!

After a great "conversation" with Kaylee, i will delete her and straight to my block list. sound cruel? hahah! I dont know how many Kayleee in my contact list now.

Kaylee, my long lost aunt

bad case: who knows kaylee is my long lost aunty from nowhere who chatting via internet for the very 1st time??! lol!

And of course i make sure the kaylee i'm chatting with is a spammer but not a real person, if not i will in a very very hot soup. Chicken soup to be precise.

so my dear friends, think twice before you accept any suspicious contact request.

Kaylee is everywhere! *cheng cheng cheng!!*

good night, stranger.

2010-06-26T02:09:00.003+08:00

"So tomorrow there will be another number

For the one who had a name

A desert wind and a perverse desire to win

History buried in shame"

- stars

Goodnight.

sleep tight..

stranger

we live once :)

2010-06-24T22:55:00.012+08:00

Sometimes there is the time i felt like giving up in everything,

wondering is it me or life is just getting more selfish and cruel.

The longer i stare, the more i realise,

life is not as wonderful as i thought.

or its just me being slow for realizing the true color ?

but maybe life is not as bad as i think it might be,

its just depends how i wanted my life could be,

"be be soft, when world is being hard,

do not let pain make you hate,

do not let bitterness steal the sweetness,

take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree,

you will still believe the world is still a beautiful place"

this is a note from me,

to me :)

meet baby croc

2010-06-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

unthouched version

peek- a -boo!!

meet baby croc,

he is made up of countless scribbles on a page of my sketch book,

some ticky time on the clock and sprinkles of efforts.

drawing isnt that hard, its just the mood i'm lacking off.

btw, he has a big neck which i just realized.

he's just hatch out from his shell, and prepare to meet the world.

still in his shell, makes him stuck half way

half done like the drawing,

half minded like me.

chickens!!

2010-06-22T01:10:00.004+08:00

It was last year, out of the moon, my mom wanted to rear her own chickens. Unlike us, she hates animals, she dont even touch our doggies..so its quite a big issue and we thought we are dreaming for mom to rear animals especially chickens

mom keep complaining its hard to get chicken are fed with organically nowadays, but i swear i did not expect keeping chickens at our backyard and be at our dinner table when time comes..

and since our puppy cage left empty, mom wanted to keep the cage occupied ..hahah!

raring chickens are though than raring dogs, in case u are wondering. dogs might listen to their owner and they will respond whenever u call them but try call the chicken that run free, i bet they will run few miles away..i know i'm lame, hahaha. anyway, luckily my sister help my mom with the chicks.. she got this ability to handle the little runners. we call her "mama chicken" since then.

my mom was soo excited to see the chickens grow, but frankly i dont hope for that day to come.Chicks are too cute to be eaten!! Call me a chicken, i not dare enough to eat them. i got feelings towards them you know. tender loving care.. :D

few months later, kakak slaughter the chickens and mom steamed'em ..heard the chickens turn out quite delicious -.-" but THANK GOD , luckily i wasn't around, i give a big no when mom plan to keep some meat in the freezer until i come back from kl..

but mom didnt rear second batch of chicks. because my sister have no time for the chickens, and i take it as a good news. and right now, i seldom eat chicken, it reminds me about those little cute feller

the shock look

*evil movie theme song*

between you and me, i'm trying to be a vegetarian

hahahhahah..

seriously

quote of the day

2010-06-19T14:38:00.002+08:00

"Dreams are postcards from our subconscious, inner self to outer self, right brain trying to cross that moat to the left. Too often they come back unread: “return to sender, addressee unknown.”

Dennis Koenig and Jordan Budde, Northern Exposure, Roots, 1991

:)

2010-06-19T01:28:00.003+08:00

bread and tea for you,

cookies and milo for me.

with lots of laughing and whining.

every night

i miss you :)

familiar? ;)

2010-06-18T10:45:00.000+08:00

just wondering

2010-06-18T00:44:00.004+08:00

they are tiny, they are mighty.

but what's really run in their mind?

or they just go blank for their life?

or have a mind like Einstein?

or they are just thinking what we are thinking?

if one day, maybe someday.

we able to communicate with these little friends of ours,

that's the first question i wanted to ask.

and apologies for squashing them without realizing :(

just wondering.

i'm fine

2010-06-17T00:03:00.001+08:00

maybe this is the best way to describe my answer "i'm fine"

whenever u ask "how are u"

angles

2010-06-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

they are 1 week old now :3

Sandal gave birth 8 beautiful, adorable puppies in the sunday morning until evening. The 1st puppy cant make it through because she was still wrapped up in the amniotic sack (puppies are wrapped up with aminotic sack and the mother have to break it and eat the sack after giving birth.. in case u are wondering.hahah), which make the little pup cant breath and to heaven. It was very early in the morning, we didnt know sandal was giving birth so we didnt manage to save that little pup :(

lucky my brother wake up early, he saw the puppy and wake us up. we manage to save the second pup which having the same problem with the 1st puppy.

Its quite worrying at 1st because sandal dont even wanna bother the puppy, its like she dont even know she is a mummy!! All she do is stare at the puppy and she doesnt have milk yet, which we dont know why. we have to hand feed the little pup and remove fluid and amniotic sack.

the lucky pup

Thank god, everything went smoothly when the 3rd puppy was born and so the rest of them. Sandal finally knows what to do and handle all the seven pups like a real mama!!hahah

mr being at home have nothing to do (for the time being..haha).. its a great chance to spend quality time with those little angles, and not forgetting try to snap some good photos of them, Since they will be heading to their own family when they are old enough.Goly,i just cant wait until their little eyes to open!

see, i'm spending quality time wit the pups

even i'm in front of the computer

hahahaa

valuable lesson

2010-06-11T23:57:00.006+08:00

she is one big happy hotdog :D

One thing i impress about doggies are, no-matter how fierce u scold them,

or hard u beat them..

they will always at your side.

being loyal.

they will never leave u apart.

dogs are wonderful creature.

not use them as curses on other people.

they dont deserve it.

lyrics of the day

2010-06-11T01:09:00.002+08:00

"Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

Every smile you fake is so condescending

Counting all the scars you made

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you "

Its one part of my favorite song from taylor swift.

She sings me to sleep every night,

from the radio of course :)

Jewels in my mouth

2010-06-08T16:07:00.001+08:00

I got my braces 2 weeks ago, which is a total unexceptional. at 1st my dad bring me to the orthodontist and ask whether he wanted to do for me, i thought he will reject as i'm studying and not always at home. He agreed to do for me as i will at home for almost 2 months then he help me do it straight away.

During the whole process, The orthodontist is a very friendly person, he love to talk and he sings too!! I remember he sang Rihanna songs. Its quite impressing for a dentist to sings those songs at his 40ies ..hahah!

okay okay.. he didnt sing until THAT passionate .

haha

I eat like a baby for 1st 2 weeks, my teeth are like totally useless. I have to blend the fruits, smash my veges and cut my food into smaller pieces.

by the time everyone is finishing up their meal, i was still struggling with the 1st few bites -.-

rite now, glad that i able to eat at my usual pace now..

mayb slower..

voila!!

2010-06-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

At last, i changed the layout of my dear bloggie! woohooo!! Quiet satisfied, but there is some place which i need to do some editing.

i Love my very 1st layout, Its my 1st master piece. but this have to change, like seriously. Sometimes i quite fed up with the layout are arranged. everything are compacted in a tiny area at the middle while there is a huge spaces both sides. Which makes me cant post bigger images. moreover She's been wearing the same outfit for almost one year now. nevertheless I'm getting bored , and so do you.

Previously my bloggie are colour up with bright colourful hues.. in case u never visit my blog before. So i try much softer hues this time for a change :)

this is where trial and errors are come in handy :D

stare

2010-06-04T16:16:00.005+08:00

i may look dumb, but i know i'm not.

go ahead and acted like u know nothing at all.

i may give in most of the time but not this time.

if u really wanna take things for granted,

well i have nothing much to say.

dont worry , i'm fine

one lucky die hard fan :D

2010-06-04T15:28:00.004+08:00

the parcel i've been waiting (for almost 4 months to be exact) is finally here!!

Its all started when i heard traxx fm, which is the only english channel i able to get in sandakan, and they are giving out Taylor Swift Platinum edition cd and Dvd. As a die hard fan of Taylor Swift myself, of course i wont let this chance pass me by, I never thought i will win as this is my 1st time calling to a radio station, but there is somwhere iniside of me tells me i'm gonna own tis.

Holy Moly, my instinct didn't let me down, i manage to call in and get the answer right, and to my surprise, i was the 1st caller!! to the whole despite i almost forgot the traxx fm's hotline, shivering and mumbling when talking to the deejays, its was really an awesome experience :D

there is a cd and a dvd which include her mtvs, back stage videos and mtv behind the scenes! which makes me feel i'm few steps closer to taylor swift..hahah! and a booklet with a short message from taylor swift herself! (its printed though..but i'm happy ..haha)

i'm proud to say this is my very 1st original album as my parents wont let me buy cds because they thinks its a waste of money, and moreover This albulm is the 1st prize i ever won through a radio station.. hahah!! now u can imagine how thrilled i was :D

FEARLESS!

change

2010-05-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

mayb i was dreaming

during the semester break, i've done alot of thinking and wondering stuffs which i shouldn't give a damn about it. thanks to my godmom, she made me realize alot of thoughts which i abandon or some i didnt even realise i started to move on, but frankly its hard to forget.

at least it was a life lesson learnt :D

nonsense aside, anyway, i'm working on my new layout. as My bloggie havent change her skin since the day she was created (yea, the current layout was her 1st clothes.. hahah!)

just dont put high hopes on the new layout though, as i'm not even sure whether it gonna turns out right x)

just being random, i really like christmas songs until i'm listening to it everyday, (jazz, country, rock and you name it! ) but i still prefer traditional ones though x)

miss santa clause right now.. oh holly i cant wait for christmas!!

survey! i miss doin this x)

2010-04-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

DIRECTION::

- BOLD = the statements that ARE true to you

- ITALICIZE =the statements that you WISH were true.

- Leave the fibs alone.

-------------------------------------------------------------------

• 170cm tall

• I don’t know what I want at the moment.

• I’m not happy.

• I hate my friends.

• I hate my life.

• I hate my grades.

• I can drive

• I’m bored of driving

• I love dancing

• I go clubbing every week (p/s: not that i dont dare to go, not that i'm a good goodie girlie wanna be, is i DONT WANT to go, yea u hear me.)

• Shopping is bullshit

• I have a tattoo of a star. (hope to have somewhere at my back? but my dad will kill me :x)

• I got my navel pierced.

• I have friends that take drugs.

• 90% of my friends smoke.

• I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty

• I'm studying Fashion

• I have a business running.

• I hate cartoons.

• I hate someone. (why should i waste my energy and life to hate some1..not worth it)

• I have 10 Lollipops handbags

• I buy CLEO every month.

• My parents know about my blog.

• I have an iPod (name black apple)

• I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

• My school mates know about my FB. (even my parents know about it -.-)

• I wanted to be a fashion designer

• I love rock emo bands.

• I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

• My parents have faith in me.

• I’ve bought shoes this month.

• A blogger bitched about me before (who knows? lol!)

• I hate sports

• I hate Italian food

• I hate meeting new people

• I hate nail polish

• The mother bear gives me hugs.

• People should start appreciating me. :PPP (they really do,, and i appreciate them too..*hug*)

• High school was the worst time of my life

• I have red hair

• I’m a guy.

• I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.

• I hate vacations

• We’ll last

• I believe in long distance relationships

• I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

• I’ve robbed an old lady.

• I’m starting to like applying make-up

• I was a tomboy.

• At times I think I still am a tomboy.

• I love bitching about people behind their backs

• I still have a best friend

• I have a cat

• I hate surprise parties.

• I hate planning parties.

• I’m hot. HAHAHA

• I’m a sinner.

• I’ve got a DS light

• I cant live without music literally

• Video games are a waste of time.

• I miss the father bear. (i miss him soo much :()

• I love being in love

• I know how to cook.

• Boys are assholes. (well, some of them..haha!)

• I hate Math.

• I'm happy with what I have.

• I love horror films

• I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream The Mask when I was a kid

• My old friends keep in touch with me

• I don’t read newspapers

• The news is such a waste of time

• Blogging is a waste of time

• I hate animals

• I can’t live without make-up

• I curse like a pirate.

• I’m happy with my 11 year old car

• I hate people that are smart

• I love Orange juice

• I can’t drink for nuts.

• I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

• I’ve got a new phone

• I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month

• I love swimming

• I haven’t worked out since March LONGER THAN THAT

• I think I’m fat

• I love my friends and family

that's me alright x)

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randomly deeper

forever 21

wait for me

What color do you want your dinosaur to be?

that day.

talking to myself

question 2, are you back home when you celebrate your 21st birthday?

How do you plan to celebrate your 21st Birthday?

i'm carving for cake lol

What's your daily morning routine?

Who do u love more?

binatang paling comel?? lalala!~

kanye west is handsome yamoh

klw di bagi pilihan , mau hadiah hari jadi apa ? :)

my son (detailed)

no wonderrrrrrr

random

take me back

no update.. sorry!

What type of songs do you like?

guess who am i?who am i?who am i? mayb u can guess correctly mayb cant.. guess guess guess!! hahah~

i really wan a marimo :(

gv me a marimo

=(

God knows

i'm young..lol

i know i will :)

no1 in particular

10 people

TEN THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW

2. Although you nag alot, but i know u love your jakuns and we love you too!! you have the best jokes and a strong though mama inside out. We respect and admire u much *love*

3. Dear you, although sometimes u get my nerves and we somehow "quarrel" but i know this is the way we communicate and makes us got closer. Nomatter how annoy you are, but your caring side are unbeatable. you always been a big sister to me :)

4. Dear you, although it just few years i known you, but somehow we like able to read each other mind which makes me like known you for my whole life. Although we seldom contact each other, i might not be that significant in your life anymore. but you always be my greatest sayang ;)

5 Dear you, be and think positive, and things will fall into place. u are always beautiful, trust me ;)

6. Dear you, thank you for making me realize positive things in everything.Although sometimes you're mood is down but u always shine and never fails to cheer everyone up, esp our kakis. Your hair-scrubbing annoys me sometimes but somehow i feel warm and good inside :D

10. SCREW YOU!! . i know u're great.. but dont think you are hell of grand..many ppl are way better than you do.

and Dear you, you , you , you , you ,you , you , you you , you , you you , you , you you , you , you and you..i miss youuuu..i miss tuitions and i miss high school years :(

p/s:

Mind are stuck with assignment stuffs. brainstorming for good ideas are killing me. So pardon me for being a ninja and disappear time to time and unable to update frequently.. . Post this just to let you know my blog still alive. Who knows i might ninja again.. haha!

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My Weekend

so long , fur ball

sink

being frank

bla

new place

i'm back

Puppies.. (fin)

:D

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kitten

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my hair

move

take two

tag! u it!

stairway to heaven

:)

Puppies love

puma fan x)

nothing much

hi kaylee :D

good night, stranger.

we live once :)

meet baby croc

chickens!!

quote of the day

:)

familiar? ;)

just wondering

i'm fine

angles

valuable lesson

lyrics of the day

Jewels in my mouth

voila!!

stare

one lucky die hard fan :D

change

2. Although you nag alot, but i know u love your jakuns and we love you too!! you have the best jokes and a strong though mama inside out. We respect and admire u much love