Through my window

usually i wont like others to feel what i hate to feel.
if you dont believe me, its up to you.
but i cant guarantee i feel nothing.
if that's the way you think, then its up to you.
dont expect me to change when i dont feel like to.
i rather be ordinary with flaws and still being me,
instead being totally perfect and being like anyone else.

i dont born to please everyone.
and everyone is hard to please.

well, that pretty much summarize everything in my head.
its okay you dont understand what i'm writing.
it wasnt meant to be understand anyway.