* The Hidden Rainbow *

forever 21

>> Saturday, November 26, 2011 – random , thoughts

its been awhile i grab my tablet and draw, for the sake of .. drawing, and nothing else, not assignment related or being force to draw..but only emotion, my mind, my soul.

but frankly i miss painting with real paints and brushes, but rite now, this is good enough.

a month more to go 2011 is coming to the end,

2011 is a one great year of my life, being 21 i realize a lot of things

about life, being myself and others.

every people have unique way of thinking, dont expect what others are thinking, or doing.

dont think about others base on what u know. because u are not them

if not pile of misunderstanding will end up front of u.

and might cause u lost a friend.

try to ask , be open heart,

because their reason and explanation might things u never think of.

and makes u know that person deeper.

just express yourself whenever u think is needed

dont keep it everything inside.

well.. that's a reminder for me, incase u are wondering.. hahaah

although i whine alot (cant avoid, that;s one part of my nature)..

but i'm soo grateful anything that happen, good and bad.

gez, i should really start to learnt not to whine tat much xD haha

never feel so good before.

i felt defeated.
sorry i let u down.

mayb i should just in the corner
with my blanket.

dont ask

to anyone who still visit my blog until this point..
i'm touched.. seriously.
mayb you should let me know who u are?

i'm sorry.
i'm just not being me

i will spend my whole month of July on you, my dear blog. blame me for not a good multithinker.. i wanted to focus on my assignment. which means my life is about nothing expect assignment. and i don want to talk about anything related to assignment to you.

cheers!

btw, i'm emotionless with a slight disappointed.

god knows why.

What color do you want your dinosaur to be?

pastel rainbowwwwwwwwish.. haha!

Any nice question for me? :D

that day.

sometimes i believe end of the world really do exist.. its not a one day thing . but is happening slowly; day by day.

dont believe? just grab any newspaper, see what most of the news are about.

mayb is just me..

talking to myself

>> Saturday, May 14, 2011 – random , thoughts

since i was in middle high, i felt someone is controling me sometimes. The internet line went down i have something important but i was loitering around the web instead, Then the line was back to normal when i really really need it (for assignments or any emergency stuffs i guess?) or is the time to rest and i've done what i suppose to do. lappie got sick for the 1st time ( almost 4 years old) UNTIl when i got a spare one to use.

sometimes there is things i dont what it to happen which is not under my control turns out is what i was actually hopping for.

Although everything went upside down, or i screw anything up, I might feel insecure, worthless, my mood sometimes down, things dont go what i wanted it to be;
things eventually went back in place..

u might think i made this up, or is just pure coinsidence
but i'm very grateful anything that happend to me.

so, to tat invincible someone.. thankyou!! xD
hahaha!

ok, i'm done mumbling :D