forever 21

its been awhile i grab my tablet and draw, for the sake of .. drawing, and nothing else, not assignment related or being force to draw..but only emotion, my mind, my soul.

but frankly i miss painting with real paints and brushes, but rite now, this is good enough.

a month more to go 2011 is coming to the end,
2011 is a one great year of my life, being 21 i realize a lot of things
about life, being myself and others.

every people have unique way of thinking, dont expect what others are thinking, or doing.
dont think about others base on what u know. because u are not them
if not pile of misunderstanding will end up front of u.
and might cause u lost a friend.

try to ask , be open heart,
because their reason and explanation might things u never think of.
and makes u know that person deeper.

just express yourself whenever u think is needed
dont keep it everything inside.

well.. that's a reminder for me, incase u are wondering.. hahaah

although i whine alot (cant avoid, that;s one part of my nature)..
but i'm soo grateful anything that happen, good and bad.

gez, i should really start to learnt not to whine tat much xD haha

never feel so good before.


i felt defeated.
sorry i let u down.

mayb i should just in the corner
with my blanket.

dont ask


to anyone who still visit my blog until this point..
i'm touched.. seriously.
mayb you should let me know who u are?

i'm sorry.
i'm just not being me


wait for me

i will spend my whole month of July on you, my dear blog. blame me for not a good multithinker.. i wanted to focus on my assignment. which means my life is about nothing expect assignment. and i don want to talk about anything related to assignment to you.

btw, i'm emotionless with a slight disappointed.
god knows why.


What color do you want your dinosaur to be?

pastel rainbowwwwwwwwish.. haha!

Any nice question for me? :D


that day.

sometimes i believe end of the world really do exist.. its not a one day thing . but is happening slowly; day by day.

dont believe? just grab any newspaper, see what most of the news are about.

mayb is just me..


talking to myself

since i was in middle high, i felt someone is controling me sometimes. The internet line went down i have something important but i was loitering around the web instead, Then the line was back to normal when i really really need it (for assignments or any emergency stuffs i guess?) or is the time to rest and i've done what i suppose to do. lappie got sick for the 1st time ( almost 4 years old) UNTIl when i got a spare one to use.

sometimes there is things i dont what it to happen which is not under my control turns out is what i was actually hopping for.

Although everything went upside down, or i screw anything up, I might feel insecure, worthless, my mood sometimes down, things dont go what i wanted it to be;
things eventually went back in place..

u might think i made this up, or is just pure coinsidence
but i'm very grateful anything that happend to me.

so, to tat invincible someone.. thankyou!! xD

ok, i'm done mumbling :D


question 2, are you back home when you celebrate your 21st birthday?

halieeee.. i know its you.. haha! i'm not sure though. because tat time might be my mid break

Any nice question for me? :D


How do you plan to celebrate your 21st Birthday?

i have no idea.. seriously :/

Any nice question for me? :D


i'm carving for cake lol

my personality:

  • i’m loud.
  • i’m obnoxious.
  • i’m sarcastic.
  • i’m cocky.
  • i cry easily.
  • i have a bad temper.
  • for the most part i don’t like people.
  • i’m easy to get along with.
  • i have more enemies than friends.
  • i’ve smoked.
  • i’ve smoked weed.
  • i drink coffee.
  • i clean my room daily.

my appearance:

  • i wear makeup.
  • i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
  • i wear contacts.
  • i wear glasses.
  • i have braces.
  • i change my hair colour often
  • i straighten my hair often
  • i have a piercing
  • i have small feet


  • i’m in a relationship now.
  • i’m single.
  • i’m crushin’.
  • i’m in love.
  • i’m always scared of being hurt.
  • an ex has physically abused me at least once.
  • i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
  • i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
  • i’ve been in love more than two times.
  • i believe in love at first sight.
  • i believe lust is more important than love.


  • i have a best friend.
  • i have at least ten friends.
  • i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • i’ve beaten up a friend.
  • i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
  • i can trust at least five people with my life.


  • i’ve been on a plane.
  • i’ve been on a train.
  • someone close to me has died.
  • i’ve taken a taxi.
  • i’ve taken a city bus.
  • i’ve taken a school bus.
  • i’ve gone bungee jumping.
  • i’ve made a speech.
  • i’ve been in some sort of club.
  • i’ve won an award.
  • i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
  • i’ve been in a physical fight


  • i listen to r&b.
  • i listen to country.
  • i listen to pop.
  • i listen to techno.
  • i listen to rock.
  • i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
  • i hate the radio.
  • i download music.
  • i buy cd’s.


  • i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
  • i watch soap operas daily.
  • i’m in love with days of our lives.
  • i’ve seen and liked the o.c.
  • i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
  • i’ve seen and like americas next top model.
  • i’ve seen and like popular.
  • i’ve seen and like 24.
  • i’ve seen and liked csi.
  • i’ve seen and like everwood.

family life:

  • i get along with both of my parents.
  • my biological parents are still together.
  • i have at least one brother.
  • i have at least one sister.
  • i have at least one step brother/sister.
  • i have at least one half brother/sister.
  • i’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • i’ve ran away from my home.
  • i’ve sworn at my parents.
  • i’ve made my parents cry.
  • i’ve lied to my parents.
  • i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
  • i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
  • i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
  • i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.


  • i’ve been brown.
  • i’ve had streaks.
  • i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
  • i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
  • i’ve been blonde.
  • i’ve had black.
  • i’ve been red.
  • i’ve been light brown.
  • i’ve been medium brown.
  • i’ve been blue/green.
  • i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
  • i use conditioner.
  • i’ve used silk therapy.
  • i’ve used hot oil treatments.
  • i’ve curled my hair.
  • i’ve straightened my hair.
  • i’ve ironed my hair.
  • i’ve braided my hair.


  • i’ve yelled at a teacher.
  • i’ve been suspended.
  • i’ve had an in-school suspension.
  • i’ve been sent to the principals office.
  • i’ve walked out of class.
  • i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
  • i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
  • i’ve cheated on a test.
  • i’ve failed a test.
  • i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
  • i’ve failed art.
  • i’ve failed p.e.
  • i’ve failed math.
  • i’ve failed science.
  • i’ve failed another class.
  • a teacher has called my parents.

little thing


What's your daily morning routine?

wake up, stare at the ceiling wondering what i have to do for the day. :/

Any nice question for me? :D


Who do u love more?

everyone who i care

Any nice question for me? :D


♥ no copy cat please :)   © -Jean Lynn- I'm little bit of everything 2014

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