hostel madness

As a hostel resident for almost 1 1/2 years and i didn't expect i able to know a bunch of hostel-mates. Shout at the walkway just to ask "how are u" or "what are u doing" whenever we see each other although we are few rooms distance,have meals together, sometimes We will knock each other doors to disturb each other or dig gossip..xP My poor roommate, our room always being "attacked" whenever she's in the study mood. x)

that's one of the reason why i love my hostel :)


do u hear me?

I dont celebrate Christmas , but christmas was one of my favorite festival of them all.

nice Christmas songs with slow and peaceful melody with sprinkles of joyful rhythms which i able to sing along. interesting movie i anticipated to watch and eye catching decorations everywhere especially the beautiful christmas tree dangles with colorful ornaments :)

but this year i do nt feel the same way like before.

wondering was it me or Santa listed me in his bad kid list?



the girl is back in action :D

how are u bloggy? do you miss me? sorry for abandon you for months.

how are u my fellow readers? i know is only few of them(n most of them i know who they are,lol) . but still, i really do appreciate for u guys stopping by :)

wondering how was my lost contacted friends doin. hope they are doin fine too.


5 mins post

i do have my dark moments. As so you know i dont like black or any dark colours. (black isnt a colour okaaay) but dark colours are still acceptable sometimes.

sometimes i got the urge to change my personality,like be more "cooler"? yet it doesn't last long.

mom say i dont look good in glasses.
dont worry, i'm not short sighted nor long :x

guess it's just me.


short update

My family came back to Malacca at friday, i bet they are eating n shopping rite nw.. while i cant even join them as so u know my dead line is near.. i've been starring at the computer at least 15+ hours a day for almost a month now.. but my work are heading to no where..

although spent most of my time in front of the computer, but i x manage to blog. (i'll spend almost half of my day to create a post.. slow? i know)

i even forget to sign in msn ._. but at least i on my fb all da time ><"

frankly, i miss my blogging moments.. I miss my colour pencils and my drawing block..
Bloggy, i will come back to you during christmas :)

* i try not to think too much,
all i wanna care is my assignments.


Life is about codes -.-

life is mostly about dreamweaver and codes rite nw.. so i cant think much to blog..

sorry :(

Created by Dajie and Me.. and yea, we spent most our time with her rite nw -.-


time for a change.

My lappie always my loyal companion especially since 3rd sem, I'll carry her everywhere i go, switch her on 1st thing in the morning since..

but there's one bad habit of mine which i cant deny, I'm good in chucking most of my files in my desktop like nobody's business. Icons occupied the whole desktop and this didnt even bother me until friends told me how messy my desktop was, It was a good wake up call , i can say.

the wallpaper i've been using for almost a year.
(i reorganize the files before i screen shot,at 1st icons were everywhere..even overlapped -.-)

The carrot wallpaper was the 1st wallpaper i created with photoshop+ illustrator. Which i'm very very proud of -.- Combination of my own photos and people's graphics. I was a total newbie back then and that wallpaper took me almost a day to create.

But somehow, i felt like changing my wallpaper, as those who know me, i'm always "the-more-the better" type of person, but tis time i take a shot by trying to go for simpler wallpaper design.

This is what i meant by simple design, i know i gone waaaaaaay too far -.-

it was sooo blank , n i really cant stand it -.-

and i cant help myself adding tis n that until i got satisfied.

tada! at least its still simple that the previous one.lol



Jy+Jmee+Jean=Triple Js (me the camera girl)

After career fair, i've been very busy with my assignments, those sleepless night, jumbled up schedule,dating with my lappie for long hours makes me become a "iron girl" Uh.. somehow i felt i'm stronger already xD then i'll transform myself into a half-dead fish within few days later.. no doubt :|

not forgetting the companions i have, Jaymee and Jy,makes me forget the yadie-yada craps i have and enjoy doin assignments more :)

but one things i dont like is the freezing study room in the library, although i'm wearing my jacket, but i'm still shiver as if we're in north pole and makes me a cranky girl -.- But what to do? we cant find another better place. Hope we'd find another more "strategy" spot ><

p/s: Dajie.. join us laaaarrrrr.. dont love ur house that much larrrrr.. then we makan satay kajang together :D



Its over, finally :D

FINALLY career fair have come to the end, despite of some minor problem had happened, and how exhausted, stressful we are. the career fair turn out quite a success. I'm content :)

As for the celebration, I've to continue my Moldy Assignments which i abandon for few days. So yea,

*laugh +cry*

I'm still trying to shed my own light,
but at least, finally its getting clearer


bad bad bad

"I've never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go.."

I hate dont like Jerks, but i've been acting like one lately.

and thats very bad bad bad.

sorry if i've offended anyone.


spider web are everywhere. sorry ._.

pardon me not updating my blog these days. My mind still occupied with society stuffs and assignments stuffs. so yea, my brain have no more opacity to think what to blog.

promise will update regularly right after the career fair ;)

is not that i have many readers who stalk me, but is all about courtesy especially to few(less than 5 i guess *blush*, but is better than none :D) close friends and loyal readers of mine :)

anyway this is what i've been busy since beginning of the semester.

so, do come to career fair :D
many job opportunities await you!

i'm done


my babies

This are my little trios in my room, Chips the puppy, Wei Kang the piggy and Petals the bear(i finally thought a name for her..hoho!), 3 of them come from different places and each have a story behind, especially Wei Kang ;)

Chips and Petals are mine while Wei Kang is my roomate's. She will hug him whenever she sleep or hit him when she feels like hitting something =x

They are tooooooooo adoreable and get quite an attention, you see. Most our "visitors" will play with them, hug them, pat them,and yadie yada, oh ya, sometimes they are being molested as well, you cant imagine hw uneasy i was when i saw hands touch our babies from head to toe, toe to head. i do nothing but just saying "stop it, stop it" repeatedly inside. (apa lagi aku boleh buat har? rampas from them meh? ._.)

One thing i didn't expect was most of them say Petals and me are look-a-like, which i dont really agree with them. Petals are much cutier la -.=

they even named Chips "Jean" and Petals "Lynn"

i love them dearly but doesn't mean i have to share my name with them, but i do share my secrets with them ;) hahah!



oh bother ._.


Dear bloggie,
I'm soo sorry for abandoning you lately. I was kinda busy especially with career Guidance stuffs and quite worry for my assignments as my "ah-hah!" light bulb hasn't really light up.

so should i do the noddle dance like the PB and J otters? gosh, i miss that cartoon alot.used to watch it frequently until i was in Form 3 i guess..

Tis is what i call.. LINEAR PERSPECTIVE.. lol!(revising my intro to art)
btw,Snap tis at Kundasang's memorial park during last sem break.



I'm not good in writing and literature is aint my thing.
so i prefer to draw, Its like screaming everything out from my head without letting anyone knows exactly what am i thinking.

untied those knots and clear those junks in my head.
i felt much better now.


luv luv luv luv luv

halie!!! i cant think of a name for her yet =(

wonder if dajie know that lizard used to be my buddy when i was little =P

I'm offcially 19 years 1month 3 days old by the way =)

Jia Ming sayang called me few mins before my birthday was over, iits not just any normal phone call tau. It was the most special birthday greeting i ever received.
lol ..she really made me lovey dovey inside <3

lots of love to my parents who brought up me to this big world and thanks everyone who wished me. It really means alot to me

u wont understand.u never will.


lack out off inspiration =((

Assignments are piling up, so as for society stuffs. I know this semester is not gonna be easy, especially creating music video and commercial video, because i know nothing about video

Guess i got lots to learn

Although i'm not in holiday mood already, my mind still blurring, is like sesat somewhere in a jungle and cant get myself out.

i dont even know what to blog.. even tweet ._.

this might explain why i didnt update my blog lately ._.

Anyway, meet my new friend boo-boo(pic below). She came for a visit without telling me until i felt some pain on my finger few days ago, the blood had dried up before i even know, Boo-boo was the deepest cut i get in these year, i can say. and i dont even know exactly when or how boo-boo came. What's wrong with my pain receptor anyway =/

I know this isn't post-worthy.. But I just have to introduce Boo-boo to someone.*puppy face*
well, at least boo-boo filled up my post =)

Sealed with a smile.



Was taken last year.
so it's one old, vintage photo indeed

Hope i'm not buried with assignments this December
So i able go to Malacca and meet my parents and Jakuns,
Hope mom will cook me more pumpkins this December
because she knows how her daughter crazy about them.


dont get me wrong, i'm not homesick



sepilok trip

Although stay at sandakan for almost 10 years .This was my second trip to sepilok. My dad brought my cousin brother and my aunt here during their 1 week sabah trip so my bro and i tag along.
While others were waiting for the orang utan during feeding time. I'm snapping everywhere in different perspective and trying to get something interesting.

speaking about awkward snapping position -.-

meet our cousin! You cant imagine how many people struggling and squeezing each other just to watch them swinging around. the whole situation was like when paparazzi saw a superstar.

road not taken


photoshop tutorials for Jakuns

My sister wanted to learn photoshop for ages and finally got the photoshop installer her friends and she wanted me to teach her some moves. Basically i was not good in photoshop, but if i dont teach her, she will start to mumble about what a "good" sister am i and wonder what i've learnt in college. So yea, i thought her some basic to keep her mouth shut *grin*

Since she cant make up her mind what photo to use, i suggest a photo of her instead

Jakun(in red) and Chennie(my junior)

i taught her about the basic adjustment for the photos, and i introduce her some tools in the tool bar by using her face. make her mouth disappear, duplicate her eyes, make her "slimmer" and yadie yada, we laugh our heads off but my sister was soo speechless and not amazed because she turned to an alien

but she likes the the liquify tool.. see.. how happy she is

She started to get "high" when she use the liquify tool and the "make-my-hair-grow-longer" tool. ok i mean the clone stamping tool.

tada! her long pontianak hair and so called hourglass figure
dunno about u, but my sis like it.lol!

My sis was sooo proud of her 1st photoshop masterpiece

and her long hair..


new in the house.#2

Introduce, Gwen!! the hamster.

My dad bought a hamster as my little brother's 9th birthday present. Needless to say, my brother is happy because he got a new toy..*ahem* i mean pet..Pocoyo is happy because she got new companion. my sis is kinda "happy" too, she have to do the cleaning..

double cleaning.

poor sis


to the pumpkin patch!!

my sis and i laugh like mad when taking tis photo.
oh well..jakuns ;)

Fall in love with pumpkin since the beginning of the year,and got crazier with them since i got home-- i eat them almost everyday for a month and didnt get bored of those unevenly shaped darlings.

pumpkin cake, pumpkin dish and my favorite, pumpkin milk! *drools*

Pumpkins not just any ordinary food, but they are our jack-o'-lantern during Halloween and even cinderella's coach =D this darlings are an excellent source of that all-important antioxidant beta-carotene, and contains Research shows that people who eat a diet rich in beta-carotene are less likely to develop certain cancers than those who fail to include beta-carotene-rich foods in their diet. Pumpkin also has another carotenoid, beta-cryptoxanthin, which may decrease the risk of lung cancer in smokers..bla bla bla bla..

okay, stop with the scientific thingy..
the point is, they are tons for goodness in em =D

Wondering why our local pumpkin looks so different. sigh!

oh well, at least they still taste good ;)



it's broken

"though i still can see you,
tis aint the best view.
on the outside looking in"


self reminder

my aunt sent this to me, although i'm not quiet a reader, This is worth reading =)

When I was a little girl, my mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage, and extremely burned toast in front of my dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed!

Yet all my dad did was reach for his toast, smile at my mom, and ask me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite! When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my mom apologize to my dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what he said.

'Baby, I love burned toast.'

Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night, and I asked him if he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, 'Debbie, your Momma put in a hard day at work today and she's real tired. And besides-a little burnt toast never hurt anyone! You know, life is full of imperfect things...and imperfect people. I'm not the best housekeeper or cook.'

What I've learned over the years is that learning to accept each other's faults - and choosing to celebrate each other's differences - is the one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing, and lasting relationship. Burnt toast should never be a deal breaker. We could extend this to any relationship in fact - as understanding is the base of any relationship, be it a husband-wife or parent-child or friendship!!"

People will always forget what you do,
what you say,
but they will never, ever forget
the way you make them feel =)

Don't put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket - but into your own.

after reading this, or any things which inspired me.. i always make promise to myself like, i will try to control my temper especially to my family and friends no matter how annoying they are (esp my jakuns? -.-) ,leave the bad keep the good. But sad to say, those lessons i learnt gradually fade away end up broke my own promise, lied to myself and went back to where i just started. Guess i'm not well discipline

sometimes we learnt countless lesson to guide us through, we know what is right is wrong but somehow we forgot to apply them in real life. Is like answering those grammar test effortlessly even with our eye close. but when comes to writing, grammar errors everywhere we create without realize until we double check them.

santa, am i in your naughty list?


♥ no copy cat please :)   © -Jean Lynn- I'm little bit of everything 2014

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