#inktober

this is some of the doodle for inktober last month. i had fun participating. i able practice more detailed and refine neat line but i think messy suits me more haha. i also practice in creating more variety of character design and i'm still working on my "signature" style especially for character design.

how weird sometimes you think you have really really found it but you think you didn't at the next second.  

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tiny glow

"you can be the ripest, 
juiciest peach in the world,

and there is still going to be somebody 
who hates peaces.. "

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my love

imma bread eater, since i was little.
i can eat them everyday without feeling bored.
but i'm quite particular the bread i like,
i like to share my thoughts or give reviews on the bread i ate. 
i like my bread alittle fluffy with slight hard crust, 
i like to eat the crust first before eating the rest. or eating them alternately.
i like diff texture in a bread.. which means i like whole meal too.
i can roughly guess which brand or bakery the bread from;
even though i dont remember the name.
bread always makes me happy

thats how i love my bread hahahah. 

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moss

“Find meaning. Distinguish melancholy from sadness. Go out for a walk. 
It doesn’t have to be a romantic walk in the park, spring at its most spectacular moment, flowers and smells and outstanding poetical imagery smoothly transferring you into another world. 

It doesn’t have to be a walk during which you’ll have multiple life epiphanies and discover meanings no other brain ever managed to encounter. 

Do not be afraid of spending quality time by yourself. Find meaning or don’t find meaning but ‘steal’ some time and give it freely and exclusively to your own self. Opt for privacy and solitude. 

That doesn’t make you antisocial or cause you to reject the rest of the world. But you need to breathe. And you need to be.”

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below

Usually i prefer to snap photos of my feet rather than my face.
Sometimes is not just what in-front of us are camera-capture-worthy
or mayb i just like to snap photos of my feet.

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BnW

 

 Black and white challenge is quite popular in facebook (at least in my circle of friends) which means upload 1 BnW photo for 5 days and nominate one person each day. 

i was nominated by my sister. and i dont see why not to accept the challenge. sounds oh so fun haahah. i dont usually makes my photo Bnw. so this is a good reason to experiment. besides this is a good time to scroll some of my photos which hiding in my camera hahah. those are some random times and places i took. all reminds me of my fav moments. 


"everything is a self portairt
everything is a dairy."

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princess

There's one incidence which i remember lately; happen when i was a still very young; a small piece of my childhood i could say.

my mom was frying some fish for lunch and as me who always love to watch my mom cooking, i stand there watching her. Usually my mom welcome us to watch her cook, so "u will know how to cook when you grow up". but tat time my mom shoo me away from the kitchen say, " do you want to be snow white?  dont come near here. u might get burn by the hot oils. later you will get ugly scars and as ugly as the evil queen.." 

as i was 6-7 years old.. i didnt think much.. and of cuz i would stay as far as i could because i dont want to be an ugly evil queen. everyone wants to be the snow white! 

this was used to be a normal incident but dont ask me why i remember this so clear but as i get older, this incidence and it kinda hit me. my mom shouldn't say that! mom cooks and clean for the family and imagine all the scars she got from burning oil or cuts from knife which make her hands unpretty and rough; does that makes mom an evil queen? of cuz the hell no. all she do is for her family. 

As i grow up, i kinda lost respect to those ppl who wouldn't get their hands dirty for sake of their pretty smooth clean hands. hello, all Disney princess do cleaning and house chores before they meet their prince charming and get their happily ever after.

if i could go back to the time i was a kid, i would like to tell my mom, i dont want to be a selfish snow white. 

or mayb i sould tell her now but that would be weird .. as i dont think she even remeber this incidence haahaha. 

p/s :
i love you mom.

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