survey! i miss doin this x)

DIRECTION::

- BOLD = the statements that ARE true to you

- ITALICIZE =the statements that you WISH were true.

- Leave the fibs alone.

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• 170cm tall

• I don’t know what I want at the moment.

• I’m not happy.

• I hate my friends.

• I hate my life.

• I hate my grades.

• I can drive

• I’m bored of driving

• I love dancing

• I go clubbing every week (p/s: not that i dont dare to go, not that i'm a good goodie girlie wanna be, is i DONT WANT to go, yea u hear me.)

• Shopping is bullshit

• I have a tattoo of a star. (hope to have somewhere at my back? but my dad will kill me :x)

• I got my navel pierced.

• I have friends that take drugs.

• 90% of my friends smoke.

• I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty

• I'm studying Fashion

• I have a business running.

• I hate cartoons.

• I hate someone. (why should i waste my energy and life to hate some1..not worth it)

• I have 10 Lollipops handbags

• I buy CLEO every month.

• My parents know about my blog.

• I have an iPod (name black apple)

• I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

• My school mates know about my FB. (even my parents know about it -.-)

• I wanted to be a fashion designer

• I love rock emo bands.

• I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

• My parents have faith in me.

• I’ve bought shoes this month.

• A blogger bitched about me before (who knows? lol!)

• I hate sports

• I hate Italian food

• I hate meeting new people

• I hate nail polish

• The mother bear gives me hugs.

• People should start appreciating me. :PPP (they really do,, and i appreciate them too..*hug*)

• High school was the worst time of my life

• I have red hair

• I’m a guy.

• I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.

• I hate vacations

• We’ll last

• I believe in long distance relationships

• I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

• I’ve robbed an old lady.

• I’m starting to like applying make-up

• I was a tomboy.

• At times I think I still am a tomboy.

• I love bitching about people behind their backs

• I still have a best friend

• I have a cat

• I hate surprise parties.

• I hate planning parties.

• I’m hot. HAHAHA

• I’m a sinner.

• I’ve got a DS light

• I cant live without music literally

• Video games are a waste of time.

• I miss the father bear. (i miss him soo much :()

• I love being in love

• I know how to cook.

• Boys are assholes. (well, some of them..haha!)

• I hate Math.

• I'm happy with what I have.

• I love horror films

• I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream The Mask when I was a kid

• My old friends keep in touch with me

• I don’t read newspapers

• The news is such a waste of time

• Blogging is a waste of time

• I hate animals

• I can’t live without make-up

• I curse like a pirate.

• I’m happy with my 11 year old car

• I hate people that are smart

• I love Orange juice

• I can’t drink for nuts.

• I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

• I’ve got a new phone

• I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month

• I love swimming

• I haven’t worked out since March LONGER THAN THAT

• I think I’m fat

• I love my friends and family

that's me alright x)

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something random from my mind

theater stage glamorous lights,

with millions of audience and she was eyed

Its the ballerina's big night

she dance for all her life

in her pointe ballet shoes,

"this is the night," she mused,

for all her life,

shes been waiting for tonight.

Her very big night.

she dances gracefully flawlessly,

every step and gestures were impressive.

everyone is amazed.

everything just feels so right

in her very big night.

but one little step

she stumbled and fall,

on the beautiful stage hall,

by millions of audience,

she was eyed,

no human help her rise

Her big night,

which lead her life to perfections

but that little step,

left millions of audience dissatisfaction

in the beautiful stage hall.

that little step,

blind off her fluid gestures

nothing was left but a visible stain

on her very big night

So there she is, in the dark ally,

sobbing hopelessly

in her very big night

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insecure

i'm sitting in front of my computer again, browsing through the nets like i used to. But out of no where, i stumbled across my abandon old blog and i read back some of the posts which i jot down anything from my head to my heart and soul. To be frank, i really enjoy reading them than i expected. The feeling was totally different.

Although my grammar or writing skills isn't that good (until now!) but i really enjoy writing my life. All my anger, disappointment, joy, sorrow are treasured in that little page of mine. I didn't know some of my close friends enjoy reading them as i didnt expect people will come and read them.

I was 15 back then.

It's almost one year now since i started my new blog , now ooking at it, I know its not gonna be the same as before, number of words per post are decreasing as the days goes by and become 1 sentence per post.

i felt something is missing.

At this point i realise i 've changed, i was different.

I'm not the person who i used to be.

good or bad.

I dont wanna know.

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lost

expect things will go back how it used to be?

well, dare me.

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:(

thank you for all the memories you gave.

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nowhere but there.

i'll meet you there :)

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i'm fine.. how are you :)

i'm a stickers freak :D

things without stickers= 70% possibility isnt belongs to ms Jean

my blog has been missing in action for more than one months, how's is my assignments i hear u ask? There are ups and downs.. which i dont know where should i start but that expression of that little korean girl on my fav tumbler explain it all..Although i know nothing about korean words..haha pardon me.

despite all the tangly-tangles that happen, i'm blessed to have a great bunch of people to accompany me walking through my diploma years..

you know who you are :)

dml2 '10 *hugs*

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starting from... now!

hello world.. i'm back!

and i'm freeeee :D

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