* The Hidden Rainbow *

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>> Sunday, July 11, 2010 – thoughts

my head up in the clouds
Sparks are flying like butterflies and I'm flying high
when I close my eyes,

you play like a movie in my mind
And I wanna rewind,

over and over a thousand times

- day dreams

my hair

>> Saturday, July 10, 2010 – crap , random

Since little, my hair was never over the shoulder. I keep begging mom for keeping my hair long as most of my friends have beautiful braided hair or piggy tail to school, its like a dream to me. At the age 8, i finally get my mom agreed for not cutting my hair. Its was a dream come true or a chance of life time. but in one condition, i have to manage my own hair.. hahah!!

Llike other girls, cut or even trim my hair is a very very very big thing. i whine for months after visiting the saloon and swear not to have my hair cut again. But one fine day i was asked whether i wanna trim my hair, without consideration, i nodded my head and said i wanna cut shorter, my hair almost over the waist then. even the hairdresser have to ask me twice to confirm my decision -.-""

Is not that i was heart broken or break up with my boyfriend (wait till i have one -.-") Basically i have no particular reason for cutting my hair. Mayb i just dont have the effort to manage my hair.

okay.. it wasnt that bad. i wasn't that sad, i'm happy, plan to cut my hair again..nyahaha.. but anyway, i probably cry like hell if my hair didnt turns out well..hahahhahha!

i'm glad i cut my hair, i didn't felt that satisfied after cutting my hair before, not to mention the longest hair cut ever. honestly i was shivering through the whole progress.

The girl in my blog still remains with her two piggy tail anyway. how the girl to be the girl without her piggy tail?? is like the car without the wheels, or the bottle without its cap! that's a disaster!! besides i always draw myself with piggy tails since forever.. hahah!

move

>> Friday, July 9, 2010 – college , thoughts

i draw this few months ago, when i just complete my final assignments, when i was going to graduate, when i was still in my hostel.. and yes, its incomplete, its half done. like i usually do with most of my doodles.

Stayed back in KL for 1 week to company my roommate for her final diploma examination when i drew this, Nothing much about this drawing, nothing is in my mind except my room mate and my close friends in college.

you might think i should stay as my heart was totally here.

but i have my own dream to catch.

sometimes i still cant accept the fact i was being replaced.

i cant accept the fact that i will be there instead of here.

i cant accept the fact that i have to start things all over again.

i cant accept the fact that i have to let go and move on.

maybe reality is not as emotional as shown, but you dont know how much this really means to me.

take two

>> Wednesday, July 7, 2010 – family , interesting

"mouth away the cute face!!"

look at the puppy's "being-disgusted-yet-pitty" look .hahah!!

but the puppy loves me ;P

now u can see who is the adoreable one.. nyahahhhahahah!!

and not to forget our big sausage.

the big baby..hahah!!

surprisingly Yogurt get along the puppy very very well lately.. when i mean very very well, its really very very very well. Yogurt did not attack the puppies when all the puppies go around her and as if she was their mama.Even Sandal(the real mama) isnt a good mama than Yogurt is! What shocks us was Yogurt produce her own milk but she isnt pregnant nor pregnant before!!

vet, dog expert ,or anyone.. any explanation? :/

tag! u it!

>> Monday, July 5, 2010 – tag

TEN things about yourself:

colours i like are earthy, brown..something soft. but doesn't mean i dont like rainbow :D
i always thought i will actually go to the moon since i was little.. one day.. one fine day.
I dont go out often, normally i live in my head.
normally i dont eat suppers .. because i most probally get very energetic and cant sleep later at night.
when i'm eating Japanese food, esp sasimi. i got sooo excited and felt i'm the happiest girl on earth
instead of having sweeet tooth, i'm having a sour-tooth. (ppl always think my acidic level are higher than average -_-)
i get happy, sad, excited, moody sometimes annoyed, very very very easily.. even tiny weeny stuffs. (uggh..)
i love being sweaty
i am little bit of everything.
my name is not ei or ui (so dont call me "eh" or "ui" , mind you c: )
i'm afraid of ppl yelling, screaming and foul languages (although is not yell at me)